A new target
Hee, I woke up today and don't feel like writing about death. (Waving to my Sis who is reading my entries**)
Instead, I am going to introduce my new crush to you. Yes, I know that I change my crushes and boyfriends every other day, but hey isn't a poor soul entitled to her imaginations and rendevous?
Ok, lets talk about him.
He is 31 this year. Hee, good. Finally I am interested in someone who is decently older than I am.
He looks like a corporate Japanese. Yah, you know, which the neat hair and shirt and ultra small, single-lidded eyes to go with me. You know about my fetish with ultra small, single-lidded eyes alpha males ,don't you?
He earns about 70-80k a year. That doesn't sound awfully alot but hey, he got no vice, is healthy, not ultraly vain, no girl friend and takes MBA so I supposed that he has quite a bit of savings. Woohoo.
He is the decent sort. I know, I have grown up. Naughty Little boys with tan and pouty lips don't appeal to an auntie like me anymore.
He joins the same gym as me and , he is straight. How nice. So that means he is not so square-headed.
He is not ultraly fashionable but not fashion retarded. He appears quiet but talks when he needs or wants to.
He is not local, a malaysian chinese. And I told him that I want to introduce him to Best Friend which he politely agrees. Ok, er, if things don't work out, I will sub him out to Best Friend.
He thinks I am not fat. You ok wah.
So how? Can or not?
As much as I wish that we can make it, my half-woman, half-man intuition tells me that he is not into me , or my types. I guess that he likes woman-woman, if you know what I mean and I am a boy-girl.
How ironical life is. I finally meet a decent man that I might like and it turned out that I might not be the type that these decent men. I don't know leh. What kind of man would like me? Many times , embarrassing times, that I thought someone likes me, only to turn out that those were mistakes! How confidence scattering.
Anyway, I have never met such decent man and I don't know how and what to react. So I am just going to sit on it until the next crush comes along.
I want to backpack.
Instead, I am going to introduce my new crush to you. Yes, I know that I change my crushes and boyfriends every other day, but hey isn't a poor soul entitled to her imaginations and rendevous?
Ok, lets talk about him.
He is 31 this year. Hee, good. Finally I am interested in someone who is decently older than I am.
He looks like a corporate Japanese. Yah, you know, which the neat hair and shirt and ultra small, single-lidded eyes to go with me. You know about my fetish with ultra small, single-lidded eyes alpha males ,don't you?
He earns about 70-80k a year. That doesn't sound awfully alot but hey, he got no vice, is healthy, not ultraly vain, no girl friend and takes MBA so I supposed that he has quite a bit of savings. Woohoo.
He is the decent sort. I know, I have grown up. Naughty Little boys with tan and pouty lips don't appeal to an auntie like me anymore.
He joins the same gym as me and , he is straight. How nice. So that means he is not so square-headed.
He is not ultraly fashionable but not fashion retarded. He appears quiet but talks when he needs or wants to.
He is not local, a malaysian chinese. And I told him that I want to introduce him to Best Friend which he politely agrees. Ok, er, if things don't work out, I will sub him out to Best Friend.
He thinks I am not fat. You ok wah.
So how? Can or not?
As much as I wish that we can make it, my half-woman, half-man intuition tells me that he is not into me , or my types. I guess that he likes woman-woman, if you know what I mean and I am a boy-girl.
How ironical life is. I finally meet a decent man that I might like and it turned out that I might not be the type that these decent men. I don't know leh. What kind of man would like me? Many times , embarrassing times, that I thought someone likes me, only to turn out that those were mistakes! How confidence scattering.
Anyway, I have never met such decent man and I don't know how and what to react. So I am just going to sit on it until the next crush comes along.
I want to backpack.
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